This feeling I have towards K is crazy. I honestly don’t want them. I feel vulnerable. I guess that’s what I get. But I don’t regret it. I love her. She knows that. “And I know she knows”. 😂 Something came up early last week were I feel there’s been tension. I never been the jealous type but I feel a certain type of way when I can’t see her. I’m not use to this distance at all. I don’t see how some people choose this distance thing. I hate it. But, I have to say. I’m hanging in there, for her. No one else I’d do it with. I hope she understand.
I wonder if I ever caught someones attention. Even if I was just walking among the crowd, I wonder if they wanted to get to know me or anything like that.